Fat Man wrote:
You know what! You're right!
I am a raving lunatic! I'm sick in the head! Yes, I am, mentally ill, and I have even admitted it in the past.
I have been mentally ill ever since I was beaten and raped by and older man when I was 17 years old.
Suffering from depression or other mental illness does not make someone a "raving lunatic"--not in my book. I know many people who suffer from depression whom I would consider a lot saner than than at least 90% of the moronic talking heads that appear on TV.
But...
When you fail to listen to people like me who are trying to tell you to get a little perspective; when you fail to focus on who your actual enemies are, rather than assuming that the Imperialist, Jerry, and I are your enemies, then you do sound like a "raving lunatic". You sound that way because you are raving.
Clever self-victimising comeback just now, by the way. Indicative of a 150 IQ. I'm not being sarcastic ! Good going !
But instead of using your smarts to fight people who wish you absolutely no harm whatsoever, like me, you could try using your superior intelligence to break free from the paralysing thoughts you seem to have that other people control your fate. We don't control you; only you do that. Just because you have been the victim of abuse does not mean you have to do what society expects someone in your position to do and wallow in self-pity for the rest of your life. If you really do have an IQ of 150, then you should be able to overcome your socially conditioned negative thoughts, define what "victory in life" would mean for you at this point, and pursue that objective.
Some of your posts are really eye-opening. But, because you seem to be conditioned to think of yourself as a victim to whom nobody ever listens, you follow up ever good post with some misguided string of slanderous remarks against Republicans or against people in this forum. Why do you that? Well, you do that because failure is what you are used to. Failure is what you know, so there is a certainly familiarity--a certain comfort level--that comes with it. You are uncomfortable being liked and appreciated, so you rig the game to prevent it. You subconsciously sabotage yourself.
Play some chess against the computer. It will discipline your mind and help you learn not to blindly lash out and subconsciously sabotage yourself, as you are currently doing. You will lose for awhile, but if you are patient you will start to improve and perhaps get a taste for what it feels like to win.
Psychiatric prognoses only apply to people with normal IQ levels. Geniuses who are able to think for themselves have no business letting psychiatrists define who they are. Someone with an IQ of 100 may let depression determine his pattern of behaviour; someone with your own IQ has no business using mental illness as an excuse.
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IMPORTANT FINAL MESSAGE:
Don't you dare tell us what the idiot quacks in El Paso told you what the matter was with you.
None of us wants to hear it...
...because we are your friends.
But you do have enemies, and let me tell you: they definitely want to hear it.
After all, that's the stuff that LULZ is made of, right?
(Yeah, I've seen the page. It's bull spit.)
I am NOT trolling you; don't troll yourself.
I'm fat and sassy! I love to sing & dance & stomp my feet & really rock your world!
